So having my car stolen has lost it’s novelty and is now getting old. It sucks that I have to rely on everyone else to bring me everywhere. I feel like i am like 15. Except I dont live with my parents.But It is for sure pushing me in a direction of patience. This has been one big waiting game and I feel like God is just repeating to me that He has it taken care of. Its really the only thing I have in this situation working for me. I need to keep trusting Him. I have been reading of Corinthians and there is some pretty heavy stuff in there about living a Godly life. The more I read it the harder it is to find small justifications for doing things any different than the way they are done in His word. Its a hard life to live when you start to get serious about it. After all what’s the point of saying you believe in this thing when you don’t or won’t even do what it says the way it should be done. Leave nothing out. Nothing excused. It sure is hard, but I think its worth it. It will define who you are. When you have the audacity to make a decision to live the right way instead of the convenient way you will always come out of the situation victorius. I just lose sight of that sometimes. God grant me strength of character to do whats right instead of what feels good and is convenient.